In The Crossfire Of A Decision


Never before has my heart been caught up in the crossfire between what could have been (and still might become) and a hopeless dream that strangles my every waking thought.

I find myself wondering if the recent developments in my life are just shadows of what used to be and if I'm just allowing myself to be held in a sort of holding pattern or if this is where I am supposed to be. Kind of difficult to really let myself take a closer look when my head is filled with a vision of something that is way out of reach and yet is close enough to almost be within my grasp.
I find myself wanting so badly to reach out to try to grab hold of what could be something far different than I had hoped or expected it to be.
Still, I know that I could have a small chance to turn the dream into reality... but at the price of destroying something that could easily be more precious that I am letting myself realize..

For now all I can do is watch and wait... and hope the answer comes to me...


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